i've never felt more angry
and hurt
and dissapointed

i'm so fucking stupid;
so fucking heartless;
i don't need their judgements,
say what you want


-satisfy yourself.





i promised not to smoke.
i'll keep that promise.

but i don't have A FUCKING CLUE.
why i'm shaking uncontrollably and my heart aches.

this feeling hurts,
it brings salty tears streaming down my cheeks.
yet im smiling.


i deserve this.

i always did.

i've never felt more happier.
being someone who is heartless.

the cause of someone's sufferring.


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