I was wrong
Your words were so, so, so sweet that
I didn't realize you were playing me
with your words everyday

Baby do you really wanna hurt me?
Why are you doing this to me? why?

The stories regarding your other girls
The stories regarding your behavior
I tried to ignore and pretended that I didn't hear but

The way you act when you are intoxicated
The way you smile at my friends
-Change it
-Stop it
Even though I tell you many times
even though i talk it over and OVER with you.

You say I'm so sorry only for that moment
You say I will change only for that moment
My heart's in pain ; it hurts but
I can't help but repeating

I want to stop this
I know this is wrong
but I keep going back to you

Baby you and ii?
Like a bad popular song
I'm crying inside, but I force a smile like a clown
till my face cracks; i bear the pain like i did with the years.


My heart and body go astray
I am a such fool with no pride that
Although I was deceived by love I wipe my tears
and just go back to you knowing that this is wrong
The fact that I am a toy that you played and threw away
The fact that I'm like a bubblegum chewed and spat away.
Makes my feeling unbearable
But Why? =]


Today I am a clown who smiles in front of you again

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