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Welcome to XIIMO'S LIFE DIARY
Wednesday, July 21, 2010Y
stating out MY FACTS

Don't love because goodbye will always come.

heart blue w/ glitter 3:46 AM

용서 잊지 않고

I open my eyes that will not open.
To find your marks,
To find your memories.
Dont forget to remember
My heart is like..

I am still in love with you.
All I want is you
Ill be there for you always.
My love is only one person.
You'll be in my heart...

I close my eyes that will not close.
I tightly hold onto your picture with my shaking two hands.
Dont forget to remember.
My heart is like..

*taking your hands i rest it on my chest*

feel it beating for you.
Even if I live inside cold tears,

When the icy cold tears find me
Would our time kept inside my heart be forgotten?

Even if I live the end of my life
All I want is you



IM SORRY

미안 해요, 난 다른 옵션이 있습니다.
하지만 멀리서 당신을 사랑하십시오.

내가 너희와 항상 함께하실 수 없습니다.
하지만 당신의 마음 어딘가에 있습니다.


heart blue w/ glitter 3:37 AM

why?.

i just went to check the mailbox.
i was surprised there was one letter adressed to me.
when i opened it and read it's contents,
tears started rolling down my face.

i don't know why?
it just seems stupid enough.
even if i was over you
a long time ago
of all people, why
YOU?





THIS LETTER
received : 21/07/2010


킴숭혜,

are you doing well?
Aren't you sick?
i worry about you; without me.
i hope that you eat well even when you are busy,
bundle up when it's cold,
and live strongly without crying.

one day in 2009
(i won't tell you when)
i held a pen thinking about you.
how long has it been?4 years it seems.
wondering who you would call to walk you home ,
morning and night.

i wrote letters that cannot be sent to you.
i worry again today if you are eating well
i care about you
i think about you

24 / 7 gwihaneun hangsang nae ma-eumsog-e neulin

even though i know i shouldn't be doing this.
i write about this heart that will never reach you.

i worry too much, aren't i?
i am talking to much, aren't i?
i'm only telling you things just like a habit.

i keep seeing your images of tears, so everyday is difficult.
Why didn't i realise how precious you are back then?
Why was i numb when love was coming to me,
but missing it now after it's gone?

i didn't know and appreciate when you are right beside me
because i was a foolish man
because i was a stupid man

i used the distance as an excuse i never should have

i only realised after you left.

Those 3 years, i gave you a hard time didn't i?


i'm so sorry.
i'll let you go now.
please meet someone good and happy
i believe that you'll do just fine ; i know you will
i don't want to stain your smiling pictures with my tears

so today,

i keep on smiling


please do take care of yourself.
i'll always be there , somehow
watching over you.


Forever waiting





**************************


idiot,
i closed the letter, placed it aside.
my visions closing in on me.

Fooliish. idiot. buggard.

i mumbled
waste of your time


and a tear rolled down my cheek.
and i laughed,


Thank You.
i will promise,
i won't look back.



heart blue w/ glitter 3:07 AM

Replay, getting sick of it

One,
two,
It escaped through the cold window
The stars are seeping away brightly
And I breathe on them softly

Even if the Sun rises then sets
Or even if the time keeps on flowing
I think I will stay the same forever

I think things will stay the same
my hearts never going to change


Where is it heading to?
Whereabout is it heading to?
Eyes open and greeted by the new morning
Nothing is new anymore

The UNSATISFIABLE heart
Will it be satisfied as the time moves on?







heart blue w/ glitter 3:01 AM

Wednesday, July 14, 2010Y
WTH



真的想念你双手
真的想和你玩
真的想念你的
真的希望我有机会和你在次在一起

heart blue w/ glitter 2:55 AM

i'll wait.


вяaggεd †o †hε εή†iяε woяld
Wai†εd iή †hε pouяing яain
jus† foя чou





heart blue w/ glitter 2:29 AM

평소처럼 지루해.

its raining again.
it soaks my emotions all together.
the thunder draining my thoughts.
unconditionally coughing badly; sighs. strepsils aren't working

my thoughts still lingers about


what to do
what to do
what to do

what AM i supposed to do?
omfgeeeee
xiimo is going insane.

RAWRHH!



wondering how to glue it back together
wondering when will it all come together


how long till this path reaches the dead end?




and yeah , of course.



s
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s
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,

TEACHERS TOO!
WAKA WAKA EH EH TO YOU!
BOO YOU
WHORES =[



heart blue w/ glitter 2:19 AM

24 / 7 생각하는 당신







heart blue w/ glitter 1:28 AM

Tuesday, July 13, 2010Y
wherever, whenever.




i
want
you
to
know
the
feelings
of
this
heart
that
you
don't
demand




heart blue w/ glitter 6:47 AM