even though i know i shouldn't be doing this.
i write about this heart that will never reach you.
i worry too much, aren't i?
i am talking to much, aren't i?
i'm only telling you things just like a habit.
i keep seeing your images of tears, so everyday is difficult.
Why didn't i realise how precious you are back then?
Why was i numb when love was coming to me,
but missing it now after it's gone?
i didn't know and appreciate when you are right beside me
because i was a foolish man
because i was a stupid man
i used the distance as an excuse i never should have
i only realised after you left.
Those
3 years, i gave you a hard time didn't i?
i'm so sorry.
i'll let you go now.
please meet someone good and happy
i believe that you'll do just fine ; i know you will
i don't want to stain your smiling pictures with my tears
so today,
i keep on smilingplease do take care of yourself.
i'll always be there , somehow
watching over you.
Forever waiting