there was nothing to do
i switched on my pc
played on facebook
open MAT and chat over there
many things crossed my mind and left
untill my eyes caught a couple .

it was so far, the only thing that touched my heart so far

a boy, nearly in his early twenties, similar to the girl
the difference was that.
the boy, he was quite handsome and stylish
whereas the girl, she was a Handdicapped..

i saw the way He treated her.
he treated her like any other girl would've wanted their own to treat them
he hugged her close, he held her hand. he Fed her, smiled at her.
from his eyes, by the way he looked at the girlfriend.
no matter what her condition was.
He LOVED her so much

i was Astonished.
and touched

What does it take for Girls to find GUYS like these again?

i learnt, its not appearances that matter
its what both hearts share within a bond
how they click within a link they share.

and how long they would want to spend it together






but for me

LOVE is still a complicated Figure.

10:28 AM

12:53 AM

still thinking about this thing alot
-it got me wide awake from 9.20 till 6.30

you got me shaken up
-tell me there is a way, i plead

And it got my head just spinnin' round round round round
-please, is there a way?

Don't wanna take the fall

It's best to break it up

It's gonna be better for you
-just move on


My heart be breakin breakin,

thinking we would of had make it; make it

But now I've recovered it all




I swear I won't even for a second
-cause you any pain
in order to protect you
-there's already no other way

Baby our love itself brings us pain
-And I got nothing, nothing to say

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
seem to be letting go
if forgetting me will give you freedom Baby
Tell me goodbye...

you know when you lose your smile
-ii will place the blame on myself
Those words, and even the light
I will lose sight of everything else
-believe me

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I'll never find better, better than you
-in my heart your always mine,
-number one and only one






Sad it just ain't happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to be scrapping
But I just can't let you...
To be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn't live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
you were Superb
Best believe that it hurts
That bleeds this word
I feel the aching through my body
it just takes a bigger part of me
just to let you go
I wish that weren't so.


your voice?
pained and fading away
-farther and farther

erased completely by the wind
-whispering to myself; please come back
-don't leave me ; STAY

all these things,
can't take it,
those tears,

12:16 AM

i write and dedicate the following to the friends that i lost, and are long gone.
The ones that i just made and love, the ones that left and went.
because these are memoriies ; Piieces of you
[당신의 조각]

Dediicated to
Y.O.U

Your eyes the first mirror of my life

that clear image of me inside

wants to resemble it again for you

that even made the vast galaxy colourless

your T.W.I.N stars
[ you were compatible, alike, understanding - u tried]

instead of sadness

you made a rapid Flow; where there were so many tears

Wanting to fill it for you again

Tried to hide from your eyes

for that short time Y.O.U were my world



Your hands; the first balance of my life

where the worlds truths and lies were weighed for me ; my life's globe

that lesson; a pile of bones , where the feathers; still stuck to the wings

remember, the cold that froze your hands and time

the memoriies i made with you?

the time i held your hand so warmly

your eyes
-oh so beautiful, as always them shining stars.

your hands
-yes, oh my. a perfect fit; slipped away


wanting to look in you eyes and hold your hands forever

i was already wishing to turn back the time
-just a small hope



YOU know i do ; i do love YOU



even the sight of you growing tired

even the sight of your back to me growiing smaller in the distance




ii do ; ii do
LOVE YOU

every little piece of you




sometimes,

i wanna hold time in my hands and control; selfish

i'd send you back so you could be me

i want to be absorbed in that song in that summer time of your youth


if i cut your existence in half; half of it you lived for me

the other half you lived thinking how to live it up together

but sometimes you say; what i can offer you is
INSIGNIFICANT

our whole life we wished and begged for a healthier body



How long can i just receive? ; i want to Give now

everything that's been giiven to me; stacked up nice and neat
-everything put aside.

couldn't turn it down apart from the uncomfortableness.

still sick of it all

life's a sickness and i start to hate it all again




Blacker than dirt on a dress

my faults have caused pain along with stress

causing my heart to tingle with cold

my breath constricted


Today the day of our Break up goes by again
[the day you left; without a warning, no goodbyes]

if it were a dream

i'd chase after you

i'd follow you

i'd go on with my life

following in your footsteps


There's not much left in this Hourglass

for us to rest in this desert of happiness


i'd do it

all

for

Y
O
U
♥

xiimo

1:48 AM