나의 꿈
outside my window
thousands of invisible spiders glitsens in this sleeping city
they're weaviing and ash grey web
sinking like a sigh on my desk
a pile of notes
i stooped my back and the pencill's lead ,drawing an underline
it may be so, when i grasp my already scattered dream
- i'll be fooled
wouldn't be that , i lived this far.
my hands full, filled with fantasies
-i would LET GO of this world?
*dramatic thoughts*
now that i look at it
thoughts that i have scribbled in my notebooks blank pages
- wondering ; enemies in my dreams
- are they breathiing inside of me?
the more i go on, unbecoming of myself
i'm attentive to this world
THINKING
should i let knot between dreams and reality loosen and become undone?
- that can't happen
For the last few days
i haven't been able to concentrate the small void in my hand
like trickling water; everything that was seized in my hand.
perhaps i don't even realised it, is not being able to put it down
- being wary
- being scared
it's unattainable
it's wavering
it's abandoned
but i do have ''a dream''
live and die
- for this Dream
The world turned its back on my dream
- so dishonored
abandoned on the wet ground like a torn umbrella
just thrown out
a scribble that has just been erased
- just a word that's been forgotten
but till today i'm still dreaming
an unavailing dream
though i'm the dark
i'm opening my eyes again
THINKING
-ii will never give up
MY DREAM
of a midget treading on air
the dream of a blind person grasping the rainbow
the dream of a orphan fallen asleep to a sweet lullaby
the dream of a bad daughter turning back on time
the dream of a every kid in the world, to have a mother back home waiting .
the dream of a mute, singing a song out loud
the dream of the deaf, smiling to the whispers of the one they love
.....나의 꿈
1:13 AM
