can't let go
i see you no matter where i look
my crumbling heart
i can't hide
baby, for one minute, one second
i can't let go
i hear your voice no matter where i go
my broken heart
i can't breathe
baby, for one minute, one second
my aching heart
longing for you
you said you were having a bad hair day
you said your eye were puffy, and fell back asleep
sulking, i silently took of my jacket
picked up the phone and ordered take out
closed the curtain, without knowing how many hours passed
watching dvd's
just you and me
the sound of your breath as you leaned on my shoulder
i thought it was a good thing we didn't go out
Ridiculously these thoughts still torment me
i unexpectedly remembered the jokes that made you made and i fall apart
moments that are really no big deal upsets me
i remember the faces that you use to make and i break apart
no matter where you went
at the right bar at the corner
when you sat in your little corner
when you were tired and yawned
you kept the tears that you wiped away
and you would smile like an idiot
showing the dimples in your cheeks
whenever you drank water
your full lips, i hoped it would be forever
This is lov to the e
this autobiographical memory twist in my heart
Flips me upside down, with never ending tears
see love can shake a hurricane
the raindrops that blow against my feelings, one drop
The little m-e-m-o-r-i-e-s
like how this glass of alcohol become empty
our small memories became transparent
and i try to bring it back
the memories of us i can never make it again
like yesterday's night dream its so clear, but its gone
Damn
even if time stops, my heart still continue to beat
i can't let go
the whispers that takes my breath away
for one moment
our sweet secrets
for us who are sad as our love was beautiful
can my tears and smile still remember you?
our quirks and our habits
for one moment that beautiful moment
we can't turn back
12:46 AM
autobiiographiical twiist
Even if its only in my mind
even if i can't touch you
Even if its only a meaningless dream
even if i can't talk to you
Even if i hide and watch from far away
-you know i do
still, I love you
even if you don't know who i am
baby don't you know, you don't even know my name
I spend my sleepless nights gazing at you
so beautiful, your solo picture clutched in my hand
The heartbreak of my crazy love buried in the cheers of the world
Youre not even listening, you wouldnt even know if i died
Even in your next life you will live without knowing who i am
I want you so bad and its too late to turn back
Even tonight i want to kiss you so i clutch my pillow tight
Today is our first meeting right?
Only you have this sort of dialogue
Again today i talk to your retreating figure
Its always the same thing but still i give a nervous hello
Even though the whole worlds stops listening, i only need you to hear me
The further you are the hardened my heart becomes, please listen to me
Farther, and farther, fortune works wherever
Will i be able to see you?
-even if i can't have you
Even if its only a meaningless dream
Even if i hide and watch from far away
even if you don't know who i am
Darling, why are you not smiling today?
It would be nice if it was not a big problem
I couldnt look at your face filled with anxiety
It would be better if i was in pain but the impossibility of that brings regret
Hold me, the one who could respond to your question of how are you?
Cant come close, can;t touch, youre the one i cant hold
Im going to go meet you tonight in my dreams
Even if in my dreams everyone ridicules my love
Even though everyone says i am crazy and the entire world disappears
Babe you belong to me, but why are the worthless multitudes talking you away?
No, there is no way. ill make you see only me
ill give you everything, ill make your lips meet mine, ill go get the world and give it to you
Ill make it so you can never leave me, ill keep you in my sunken heart
You are my star
you are my world
you are the only one who satisfies my desires in the world
12:45 AM
수 수 께 끼
where is it?
그것은 어디에 있는가?
that small happiness i was looking for
나가 찾고 있던 그 작은 행복
unfortunately,
유감스럽게도 ,
not even a fragment of love to be found
찾아낼 사랑의 파편 조차
that hidden red piece
그 숨겨지은 빨간 조각
why is it there?..
왜 그것이 거기 있는지?.
filling up the hole with this given time
이 주어진 시간으로 구멍 높은 쪽으로 채우기
the distance so far
이제까지는 거리
my vision a blur
나의 시각 흐림
grasping it and burying it again
그것을 장악하고 다시 매장하기
everytime you grow impatient
당신이 성급하게 성장할 때마다
the time limit nears
제한 시간은 접근한다
.....i can see the way.....
.....나는 방법을 볼 수 있다.....
the distance between us two is not enough
저희 사이 거리는 2 이젠 그만이 아니다
-i love you-
- 사랑해요 -
bury these words
이 낱말을 매장하십시오
from here on our world grows countlessly
여기에서 위에 우리의 세계에서 countlessly 성장한다
voices overlapping and now
부분적으로 덮는 음성 및 지금
illuminating our paths, one day it will echo
우리의 경로를 조명해서, 1 일 그것은 반향할 것이다
loudly resonating our answers
시끄럽게 우리 응답 공진
where is it?..
그것이 있는 곳에?..
that fragment that dissappeared without reason that day
일 이유 없이 사라진 그 파편
unfortunately,
유감스럽게도,
all that is left
모든 남겨두는
is this newly made
새로 한 이것은 이다
P U Z Z L E
수
수
께
끼
♥
originally written by,
원래 곁에 쓰는,
kiim sung-hye
노래되♥
12:44 AM
빈 포탄에 남아 있는 심혼♥
그것이 우리 완성된ㄴ다는 것을 승인하십시오,
악몽 같이, 나는 그것 살았다,
그것은 묵살하기 에는 너무 컸다,
나는 기억을 본다 그러나 저를,
나의 위험 빛 번쩍이고 있다 곁에 통과한다,
누군가 누군가? 도움 이것이 비상사태이기 때문에 2개의 실연의 상자에 이야기
그것은 나쁜 수술 같이 이다.
빈 심혼의 포탄.
그것은 나의 감각을 후에 되찾는 시간 이다.
이렇게 나는 다시 넘어서 시작하고 있다.
1 의 2개의 아기 단계,
3 의 4개의 아기 단계,
5 의 6개의 아기 단계,
포기하는, 좋아 나는 울고 있다. 그것은 당신 같이 남겨두었다 사자를 위해 저를 이다나는 아주 부서진다, 나의 사랑은 언다, 당신은 어떻게 후회에 사는가?그것은 설명할 수 없다, 얻기 어려운의 종류, 당신이 사랑하는 사람 때, 사랑에 없다.나는 아주 가엾게 느낀다, 고통은 나의 심혼에 다는 것을 당신이 알고 있을 나의 얼굴을 보십시오; 눈나가 당신에게 했었던 무슨을을 위해 나는 복귀, 증오심의 샤워가 저에 당신 던지는 모두가 나에 의하여 다는 것을 짐작한다 당신 너자신에게서 모이는, 가족과 친구. 그것이 나에 의하여 가치가 있다.그러나 나는 아무것도를 하지 않을 것입니다 나는 지금 막 조용히 있을 것입니다 증오심 응시 및 모욕을 영속하십시오 그리고 당신이 저로 당신의 생각에 순전히 매일 밤마다 나가 우는, 다만 가지고 있는 혐오를 침몰시키십시오 그러나 지금 나는 알고 있다. 당신은 결코 진짜로 저를 사랑했다.나의 심혼 재건
진행중인
- 가공 실패한
- 너무 늦게
12:44 AM
xiimo' s 자백
Time is ticking,Time is ticking,Time is ticking,
Time is ticking,
Time is ticking,
Time is ticking,
away
away
away
I want to see your tears pour out,pour out without reason
No one knows inside your heart, The glass fragments are raging a storm
The wounds become a sickness, All doors become a wall,
Entrapping yourself ,
gulfing your frustration.
i have become an enemy in the mirror,
-doesn't it hurt?
- 그것은 아프는가?
i'll keep anyone from knowing about you
i'll leave the breath to tighten out
i would force you to choose the end
- aren't i bad?-나는 나쁜가?
i would even take away all the reasons in this world for you to stand
Without the choice of the road back
I guess you would walk till the end
Your breath would probably end before my heart
wounds gaping .. openscars clearly seen .. tears endlessly flowing
When you cry.
though you try.
say goodbye.
-the time is ticking-
- 시간은 똑딱거리고 있다-
You are wandering through death,
i'll save you, take my hand
When you're walking in shadows,
panicking through the abyss
my breath does the same
When all the doors in the world close for me,
I'll support you till the very last drop of life.
you are my savior,
Your hand set the world on fire, You closed everyone's eyes
The suffering that was reflected in your eyes like stars become your city
Are your still dreaming, sleeping? Are you measuring all the tears you've shed?
Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isn't it sad?
Maybe you wake up drenched in sweat at night, Is consciousness crawling on the floor?
Are you thinking it's the end, are you ok?
because I understand
I'm a scar on your broken body,
I'll erase the tears you've hidden away in your shattered marriage
even if you are hating me.
With all these wounds, scars and tear stained faces
you are still beautiful to me
당신은 저에게 아직도 아름답다
고생된 심혼의 자백기억의 그것의 자신의 수영장에서 익사과민했던, 그것은 개혁할 수 없습니다 박살냈다주어지는 신선하게 상처를 입은 흉터에도 불구하고당신의 증오심으로 조차 응시한다,xiimo' s 심혼은,아직도 당신을 좋아한다 당신을 항상일 것이다그녀의 유일한 없는 수수께끼 본다
12:43 AM
왜?
the options is the only thing that I decide
you see, I live for the moment now
I never did before, with all and everything I swept the floor
random I am, I never give a damn about what's gonna happen next
chiqs and cliques they left me and my job is just a memory
but that's the kind of price you've got to pay
if you're gonna go your own way
solving problems can be done in many ways
I don't care, I just roll the dice
It's o.k., cause I just have to pretend that I am someone else
Get rid of all the habits now that's the plan
come on and try it and you'll feel grand
the first step is the hardest step to take
imagination is the only brake
just roll the dice and everything will turn out nice
you can be who you wanna be
do what you wanna do and do it how you like
this is my way of getting through the day, but I still don't know
what's the next step to take.
My faltering heart. my obstructed emotions.
i use myself as an obstacle to get past through all the bad times.
i do not see things clearly but let them drift by.
the missing puzzle to my unknown statement,
were feelings that i had to push aside.
12:41 AM
Yeah, love is pain.
Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people.
One's old flame. Just scream my name.
And I'm so sick of love songs.
Yeah, I hate them damn love songs.
Momentos of ours
Late night, you come with the falliing rain my mind begins to stir with the wet memories.
Even if I swear to myself I can live without you.
But I can't help it.
I fill my heart with achohol,
but I still feel empty.
The days without you feel so long.
I beg heaven to please erase you.(It's all a lie.)
Without you I can't smile, tears don't even form.
I don't want to live anymore.
It's wrong, it pisses me off.
I feel like I'm going crazy thinking about you.
I can't see you even if I want to.
It's over, I'll be right there
I'm so sorry, but I love you.
It's a lie.I didn't know,
I know now that I need you.
I'm so sorry but I love you.
I said things out of anger and without me knowing I had to let you leave.
I'm so sorry, but I love you.It's all a lie.I'm so sorry, but I love you
I'm so sorry, but I love you.Can I forget it all slowly?
So I can be hurt
The song I put my everything into and sung for you.[People probably don't know.]
Alone, without anyone knowing.Yeah, the lies I made.
I've been left alone, keep roaming with the loneliness.
The note for seperation crumbled in my pocket.Where are you?
The habit of calling you.I want to change.I want to laugh everything over.
Hope everything's a dream.
For being able to do only this.
I still can't forget you.
No, even eventually, even after death.
Has the scar I gave you healed?
I'm sorry for not being able to anything for you
12:39 AM
m a z e 미로 . .
Three blind mice as we're lost in the maze route, lookin' for the easiest possible way out.
Day in and day out, you run into a closed road. turning into old folk, chasing after rose gold.
What they don't know is that it belongs to a fool.
Choosing wants over needs, singing songs of a mule.
Carrying their burdens when you barely know the person,
And that is the difference between a pharaoh and a servant.
I choose to serve no man no one.
At the same time avoiding all of earth's landmines.
You step in it and you blow up,
You exit or you grow up, or get locked up.
The pigs catch ya eating donuts.
But i'd rather rhyme bars than sit behind bars.
How can a prison cell contain this shining bright star.
They have no idea what i could do in a minute's time.
Break down the walls of the maze and run through the finish line.
Life is like a maze... when i'm flippin through the pages.
It's high definition black and white.
Is it digital, analog, wack or tight?
It's stressful wishing sacrifice, and the list goes on. it's the facts of life.
East coast ettiquite, west coast slang.
Peace we'll never get if shit don't change.
Do you play with the majors or go independent?
Gotta stay paid but i'm broke like a peasant.
Love, sex, greed, addictions. what's next?
Need directions. there's nobody left to follow.
Wallow in my sorrow for a hollow tomorrow.
Life is like a maze, try to keep track of the days that take us from place to place.
Awaken and face-to-face.
Too many choices, possibilities, indecision is killing me.
And if you lend a helping hand, then i will follow willingly
Flip through fashion magazines, cop a swag or lean.
When nothing's goin 'smooth', rub a little vaseline.
Do an online, offline, frontline search. either quench or confine your columbine thirst. cuz you wanna fit in...
And find a perfect 'match' to set your heart in flames. you wanna be a catch.
Catch-22, catch the flu, catchphrase.
By any means necessary in this rat's maze.
It's a black haze muddle, a rainy day puddle...
Life is gonna wet ya, get ya in a muzzle.
A struggle to survive, a huddle nine to five with no quarterback.
Change? you won't even get a quarter back.
It's a murder fact, reality kills. call your doctor now for your reality pills.
Chill, but still worry... a bug's goin' around.
Cuz life is like your home, it's 'holdin' u down'.
12:38 AM
선곡표
iits a new year
make a new better liife
make new memoriies
make new tragediies
make new niightmares
together lets make a new photo frame
together lets gather at our getaway
together lets make our own love story
together lets hold hands under the rain
together lets whisper our love quotes endlessly
together lets walk to the road that leads on forever
shall we ?
12:32 AM
